Yesterday (Friday) I wore a rubber jock all day - 16 hours and was plugged with my fav plug for most of it too though that does not earn me anything.
Today (Sat) I wore a rubber jock from getting up - 10 hours so far and had my larger plug in for 9 hours (5:30am - 2:30pm)
Slept with my MEO hollow metal stretching plug in last night.. as an experiment with a view to making this a weekly requirement for the remaining duration of my lock-up. Proved I can do it without a problem and it was noticeable how easily my larger plug slipped in this morning :-)
Saturday 31 May 2014
Thursday 29 May 2014
Daily fetish wear activity - Sun - Thurs
Summary of my fetish wear so far this week...
Sunday - Rubber jock for 14hrs and 'fav' buttplug for 10hrs (which is too small to qualify for benefit time but have been really enjoying it up me over the last few days)
Monday - Rubber jock for 15 hours. No plug.
Tuesday - Rubber jock for 6 hours. No plug
Wednesday - Rubber jock all day - 16 Hours. Fav buttplug for 13 hours without benefit.
Thursday - Rubber Jock all day - 16 hours. Fav buttplug for 12 hours - no benefit.
I know I should be wearing my bigger plug to earn a earlier release.. but my fav plug has been feeling so nice and I've been so horny working my hole on it in work and out and about (don't think anyone in work is likely to read this - I hope!) that have been keeping it in till really need to shit. :-)
67 hours of rubber jock wear so far this week. Perhaps I could just have an hour with the anal stretching ring..
Sunday - Rubber jock for 14hrs and 'fav' buttplug for 10hrs (which is too small to qualify for benefit time but have been really enjoying it up me over the last few days)
Monday - Rubber jock for 15 hours. No plug.
Tuesday - Rubber jock for 6 hours. No plug
Wednesday - Rubber jock all day - 16 Hours. Fav buttplug for 13 hours without benefit.
Thursday - Rubber Jock all day - 16 hours. Fav buttplug for 12 hours - no benefit.
I know I should be wearing my bigger plug to earn a earlier release.. but my fav plug has been feeling so nice and I've been so horny working my hole on it in work and out and about (don't think anyone in work is likely to read this - I hope!) that have been keeping it in till really need to shit. :-)
67 hours of rubber jock wear so far this week. Perhaps I could just have an hour with the anal stretching ring..
Lottery Orders - Weds 21st May
My orders were to padlock a pair of boots on for 24 hours, starting when I get up.
And that's what I did on Monday - Got up around 11am.. rather later than was intending, got dressed and put on my 14 holer black DMs, pushing a small padlock through the top hole on each boot - they are a generous fit on me so that was not a problem. Wore jeans so they did not look out of place, which as it turned out later, was not such a good idea.. and pottered around tidying and packing stuff away ahead of the works to my flat on Weds.
However, I had agreed to go to a mates for dinner that eve and 'service' him - and was only when I came to do this I realised I could not take my jeans off over the boots. Ended up riding my big dildo and getting fucked with my jeans around my ankles! Luckily was only a fortnight ago when fucking me he commented on my stripy socks - it was chilly and I am English ;-) ..so made light of in that this was my response. Seemed to get away with it - and he was more interested in the dildo and my arse! :-)
Sleeping in them was as odd as thought it would be.. do nod off on the bed sometimes so the jeans did not bother me, but wearing boots in bed felt really weird - did eventually get off but it took a while and was not the best nights sleep I could of had despite that late night. Didn't get up till just before noon so could of taken them off right away if I had wanted to.. but felt fine so just popped a tee-shirt on and wore them till bathed in the evening.
So, can notch this one up as another SUCCESS.
And that's what I did on Monday - Got up around 11am.. rather later than was intending, got dressed and put on my 14 holer black DMs, pushing a small padlock through the top hole on each boot - they are a generous fit on me so that was not a problem. Wore jeans so they did not look out of place, which as it turned out later, was not such a good idea.. and pottered around tidying and packing stuff away ahead of the works to my flat on Weds.
However, I had agreed to go to a mates for dinner that eve and 'service' him - and was only when I came to do this I realised I could not take my jeans off over the boots. Ended up riding my big dildo and getting fucked with my jeans around my ankles! Luckily was only a fortnight ago when fucking me he commented on my stripy socks - it was chilly and I am English ;-) ..so made light of in that this was my response. Seemed to get away with it - and he was more interested in the dildo and my arse! :-)
Sleeping in them was as odd as thought it would be.. do nod off on the bed sometimes so the jeans did not bother me, but wearing boots in bed felt really weird - did eventually get off but it took a while and was not the best nights sleep I could of had despite that late night. Didn't get up till just before noon so could of taken them off right away if I had wanted to.. but felt fine so just popped a tee-shirt on and wore them till bathed in the evening.
So, can notch this one up as another SUCCESS.
Saturday 24 May 2014
Daily fetish activity - Sat 24/5/14
Today I wore a rubber jock for 12 hours ... wore small butt plug for 11 hours but this does not count as a benefit.
...Might wear my neoprene chaps while at my mates for dinner tonight ;-)
...Might wear my neoprene chaps while at my mates for dinner tonight ;-)
Friday 23 May 2014
Lottery Orders - Weds 21st May
Wednesdays Thunderball was 14.. meaning my orders are - "Padlock boots on for 24 hours, starting when get up."
Finally something different to do.. this is not something I have tried to do before so quite looking forward to it. Expect to do this on Monday as am not working where I have Tesco issue safety shoes to wear. Sleeping in them will be odd, but not expecting any problem in completing this order.
Btw.. after Monday my posting may get even more erratic due to the on-going building works .. The bulk of the interior work is planned to start on Weds 28th lasting 3 weeks. Hope to maintain internet connection but not sure if will keep the laptop here or pack that up with the valuables we have been told to remove to a safe place. However, once this work is complete that should be the worst of it out the way and will hopefully be able to get back to some sort of normality - fingers crossed!
Finally something different to do.. this is not something I have tried to do before so quite looking forward to it. Expect to do this on Monday as am not working where I have Tesco issue safety shoes to wear. Sleeping in them will be odd, but not expecting any problem in completing this order.
Btw.. after Monday my posting may get even more erratic due to the on-going building works .. The bulk of the interior work is planned to start on Weds 28th lasting 3 weeks. Hope to maintain internet connection but not sure if will keep the laptop here or pack that up with the valuables we have been told to remove to a safe place. However, once this work is complete that should be the worst of it out the way and will hopefully be able to get back to some sort of normality - fingers crossed!
Lottery Orders - Sat 17th May
My orders selected by the Thunderball of Saturdays lottery draw were to - "Wear nipple weights or clamps to work (or for 9hrs if not working that day)"
This is the same as the previous week.. and again did this on the Weds as the previous week. Attached the same piece of chain and hung my house keys off that.. though this time it was the left nipple that was throbbing by the end of my working day. And for 2 days afterward too!
So, logging this as completed SUCCESSFULLY
This is the same as the previous week.. and again did this on the Weds as the previous week. Attached the same piece of chain and hung my house keys off that.. though this time it was the left nipple that was throbbing by the end of my working day. And for 2 days afterward too!
So, logging this as completed SUCCESSFULLY
Lottery Orders - Weds 14th May
So.. my orders were to wear my butt plug tail with a collar and wrist cuffs. The only difficulty in completing this was in finding the time in which to do it - and did so Sunday eve. Flatmate fell asleep early so had most of the evening to myself.. the tail plug is not the easiest to get in but is wonderfully comfortable, despite its size, once in place.
Was quite warm that evening so was rather sweaty by the time could take the hood off again! The tail felt nice inside me... the hood did not.
Anyway, can log this task as completed SUCCESSFULLY.
Was quite warm that evening so was rather sweaty by the time could take the hood off again! The tail felt nice inside me... the hood did not.
Anyway, can log this task as completed SUCCESSFULLY.
Daily fetish activity - Sun to Fri
Updating what it have done so far this week...
Sunday wore a rubber jock for 10 hours and was butt plugged for 4 hours.
Monday wore a rubber jock for 16 hours, went unplugged and wore a kilt all day - going to count the kilt wear at 3 hours as much of that time was at a friends and not 'in public' as such.
Tuesday did as above, including being in a kilt again plus was butt plugged for 8 hours.
Wednesday wore a rubber jock for 16 hours and was butt plugged for 9 hours.
Thursday wore a rubber jock for 16 hours and was plugged for 3 hours.
Friday wore a rubber jock for 12 hours and plugged with my smaller plug for 9 hours which does not count.
Sunday wore a rubber jock for 10 hours and was butt plugged for 4 hours.
Monday wore a rubber jock for 16 hours, went unplugged and wore a kilt all day - going to count the kilt wear at 3 hours as much of that time was at a friends and not 'in public' as such.
Tuesday did as above, including being in a kilt again plus was butt plugged for 8 hours.
Wednesday wore a rubber jock for 16 hours and was butt plugged for 9 hours.
Thursday wore a rubber jock for 16 hours and was plugged for 3 hours.
Friday wore a rubber jock for 12 hours and plugged with my smaller plug for 9 hours which does not count.
Saturday 17 May 2014
Daily fetish activity - Sat 17/5/14
Today I went to work plugged again.. slipped it up me as got dressed at 5:30 this morning and as I write this at 4:45pm its still in place! Think that's a record for my larger plug :-)
Also wore a rubber jock again today.. and as with the plug, am still wearing that now.
Going to stick with both for at least another 45 mins so can claim a full 12 hours benefit for each.
..though must admit, the plug is feeling so good today that might keep it in a bit longer ;-)
Also wore a rubber jock again today.. and as with the plug, am still wearing that now.
Going to stick with both for at least another 45 mins so can claim a full 12 hours benefit for each.
..though must admit, the plug is feeling so good today that might keep it in a bit longer ;-)
Friday 16 May 2014
Daily fetish activity - Fri 16/5
Today I wore my larger buttplug for 2 hours (5:30 - 7:30am) and later, my metal anal stretching plug for 2 hours (5-7pm)
Also worn a rubber jock all day too... will keep it on until go to bed in about an hour from now so that will be 17 hours (5:30am - 10:30pm)
So that should earn me 21 hours reduction in my total lock-up time :-)
Also worn a rubber jock all day too... will keep it on until go to bed in about an hour from now so that will be 17 hours (5:30am - 10:30pm)
So that should earn me 21 hours reduction in my total lock-up time :-)
Thursday 15 May 2014
Daily fetish activity - Thurs 15/5/14
Today I had my larger buttplug inserted in my arse for 6 hours while at work (5:30am - 11:30)
And wore a rubber jock for 16 hours (5:30am - 9:30pm)
Plan to add a rubber tee-shirt to that for 2 hours this evening too and round it up to a full days 'benefit' time.
And wore a rubber jock for 16 hours (5:30am - 9:30pm)
Plan to add a rubber tee-shirt to that for 2 hours this evening too and round it up to a full days 'benefit' time.
Lottery orders- Sat 10th May
My orders for this task were to wear nipple clamps or weights to work .. And can confirm did that today and can log this order as completed SUCCESFULLY.
Have hung a short piece of chain between my nipple rings.. something which am planning to make a permenant modification, probably with a suitable padlock so can't remove easily.. And then hung my keys from said chain. I wear an apron over my work shirt so the bunch of keys were well hidden - until I took the apron off anyway. ;-)
My right nipple is a bit tender now..only recently stretched it back up to size so that's not very surprising, but feels good all the same - will see how it feels tomorrow! :-)
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Lottery orders - Weds 14th May
Last nights draw had a Thunderball of 10 - Meaning my orders are... "Wear your dog tail buttplug for 3 hours - if the bonus ball is odd, add a hood and wrist cuffs."
The bonus ball last night was 19 .. So will have to wear the tail with a hood and cuffs for at least 3 hours
Have hung a short piece of chain between my nipple rings.. something which am planning to make a permenant modification, probably with a suitable padlock so can't remove easily.. And then hung my keys from said chain. I wear an apron over my work shirt so the bunch of keys were well hidden - until I took the apron off anyway. ;-)
My right nipple is a bit tender now..only recently stretched it back up to size so that's not very surprising, but feels good all the same - will see how it feels tomorrow! :-)
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Lottery orders - Weds 14th May
Last nights draw had a Thunderball of 10 - Meaning my orders are... "Wear your dog tail buttplug for 3 hours - if the bonus ball is odd, add a hood and wrist cuffs."
The bonus ball last night was 19 .. So will have to wear the tail with a hood and cuffs for at least 3 hours
Wednesday 14 May 2014
Lottery Orders - Sat 10th May
The Lottery draw for Saturday 10th May drew the Thunderball '12' ...which means my orders are - "Wear nipple weights or clamps to work (or for 9 hours of not a working day)"
Got till Saturday to complete this task... aiming to do it tomorrow..
Got till Saturday to complete this task... aiming to do it tomorrow..
Lottery Orders - Weds 7/5/14
The lottery draw for Weds 7th May drew the Thunderball '5' ...which means the order is - "Make a fetish video and post online"
Am again logging this as a FAIL.
Although had a bit more time...still don't have the space to film anything here at the moment... and with sharing a flat I cant do it anywhere else other than my bedroom.
Am again logging this as a FAIL.
Although had a bit more time...still don't have the space to film anything here at the moment... and with sharing a flat I cant do it anywhere else other than my bedroom.
Lottery Orders - Weds 30/4 & Sat 3/5
Logging both Weds 30th and Sat 3rd May Lottery order tasks as FAILURES.
Didn't get myself sorted in time to do the nipple weight one - although the building work is finished for the moment I still can't find a lot of things. Am unpacking some things and getting a little more organised now, but with the bulk of the work due at the end of the month there seems little point in unpacking everything until that's done with.
Did make a nice change to sleep in rubber though (Sat 3/5 task) .. not done that in a long, long time. Wore a sleeveless rubber T and cod-piece shorts (so CB can poke through) .. did get rather warm and sweaty at times but as was not working the following morning that did not matter.
Didn't get myself sorted in time to do the nipple weight one - although the building work is finished for the moment I still can't find a lot of things. Am unpacking some things and getting a little more organised now, but with the bulk of the work due at the end of the month there seems little point in unpacking everything until that's done with.
Did make a nice change to sleep in rubber though (Sat 3/5 task) .. not done that in a long, long time. Wore a sleeveless rubber T and cod-piece shorts (so CB can poke through) .. did get rather warm and sweaty at times but as was not working the following morning that did not matter.
Sunday 4 May 2014
Daily activity - Fri/Sat 2/3 May
I wore a rubber jock for 14 hours on Friday and for 16 hours on Saturday.. so that's 30 hours.
I used my anal stretching plug for 1 hour on Friday, so another 1 hour.
So that should be 31 hours benefit earned last week - somehow kinda expecting Mortice to trump that by some margin!
I used my anal stretching plug for 1 hour on Friday, so another 1 hour.
So that should be 31 hours benefit earned last week - somehow kinda expecting Mortice to trump that by some margin!
Lottery Orders - Sat 3/5/14
Yesterdays lottery draw came up with the Thunderball of 9 .. meaning my orders are - "Sleep in rubber - If the bonus ball is an odd number then add a hood (minimum coverage to be shorts and a T or surfsuit)"
The bonus ball this draw was 28, meaning the order should be done on Monday .. Have agreed with Mortice that have a full week in which to complete orders for the duration of the building work going on here, I will however still try and complete this tomorrow.
The bonus ball this draw was 28, meaning the order should be done on Monday .. Have agreed with Mortice that have a full week in which to complete orders for the duration of the building work going on here, I will however still try and complete this tomorrow.
Lottery Orders - Wed 30/4/14
The lottery draw for Weds 30th April drew a Thunderball of 12.. meaning my orders are - "Wear nipple weights or clamps to work (or for 9 hours if not working that day)"
Not done this as yet - The tower block I live in is being refurbished and had new windows installed this week.. this has meant the place is in chaos and had to evacuate the block twice for asbestos removal. Have agreed with Mortice to extend the time in which I get to complete the orders for the duration of the works ... so get a full week in which to do the tasks for the moment. Will have to complete and log the result by Weds evening (7/5/14)
Not done this as yet - The tower block I live in is being refurbished and had new windows installed this week.. this has meant the place is in chaos and had to evacuate the block twice for asbestos removal. Have agreed with Mortice to extend the time in which I get to complete the orders for the duration of the works ... so get a full week in which to do the tasks for the moment. Will have to complete and log the result by Weds evening (7/5/14)
Lottery Orders Sat 26/4/14
The lottery draw for Saturday 26th April drew a Thunderball of 5.. meaning my orders are - "Make a fetish video and post online"
Am logging this as a FAILURE
Am logging this as a FAILURE
Lottery Orders - Weds 23/4/14
The Lottery draw for Weds 23rd April drew a Thunderball of 12, meaning my orders are - "Wear nipple weights or clamps to work"
Logging this as a FAILURE
Logging this as a FAILURE
Lottery Orders - Sat 19/4/14
The lottery draw for Sat drew a Thunderball of 6 with the order - " Wear a rubber T-shirt in public and visible for at least 1 hour"
Logging this as a FAIL
Logging this as a FAIL
Sunday 20 April 2014
Lottery Orders - Weds 16th
Can now log this as SUCCESSFULLY completed.
Details and pics to follow...
Details and pics to follow...
Saturday 19 April 2014
Lottery Orders Weds 16th + Daily activity
Wednesdays Lottery had a Thunderball of 2, meaning my orders are - "Use a dildo or vibrator for 30 minutes - post photo/video evidence online"
The bonus ball drawn means this order has to be obeyed Saturday.
Been working today.. plan on doing this tonight.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Today I wore my large buttplug for 3 hours (5:30am - 9:30am)
And a rubber jock for 10 hours (5:30am - 3:30pm)
So that's another 13hrs to add to my weekly 'activity' total
The bonus ball drawn means this order has to be obeyed Saturday.
Been working today.. plan on doing this tonight.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Today I wore my large buttplug for 3 hours (5:30am - 9:30am)
And a rubber jock for 10 hours (5:30am - 3:30pm)
So that's another 13hrs to add to my weekly 'activity' total
Thursday 17 April 2014
Daily activity - Weds & Thurs 16th/17th
Yesterday (Weds) I wore a rubber jock for 15 hours (5:30am - 10:30pm)
Today I wore a rubber jock for 13 hours (5:30am - 6:30pm) and my large buttplug for 4 hours (5:30am - 10:30am)
So 15hrs + 17hrs = 32hrs of 'benefit' time over the last 48hrs.
Today I wore a rubber jock for 13 hours (5:30am - 6:30pm) and my large buttplug for 4 hours (5:30am - 10:30am)
So 15hrs + 17hrs = 32hrs of 'benefit' time over the last 48hrs.
Wednesday 16 April 2014
Lottery Orders.. Sat 12/4/14
Mission accomplished - logging this as a SUCCESS.
So glad this order had to be done yesterday.. on a day off rather than a work day as it did get very bulky indeed. Have worn nappies often enough before and had no problems wetting it.. I made sure I went for a dump before putting it on tho as being sat in my own shit for hours and hours would not of been nice.. or for anyone else near me!
I do like the feel of warm piss against my skin (find it quite horny) and felt good to wet myself having not done so for a wile. By 4pm the nappy had taken about as much as it could hold and as the order stated I had to stay in it, I added a 2nd one over the top of it, making sure I made plenty of holes in the bottom one to let it drain into the the one I was adding to it. It felt huge. And rather heavy too.. tho adding a 2nd one helped support the well wet one with the onesie I was wearing helping to keep it all in place.
Did think would have to wear trakkie bottoms - elasticated waist.. but think they made it look even bigger so ended up pulling a pair of carrot fit, dropped crotch jeans over it all, which are a little big around the waist on me and that worked well. By this point I didn't need to go out again so don't know how obvious it would of looked in public... but with that much bulk between my legs the way I was waddling it would of looked very odd.
Just to be on the safe side I added a terry nappy, pinned as tight as I could manage to sleep in.. with a pair of plastic pants, which only just managed to squeeze over. Laying in bed, unable to close my legs, felt rather odd.. but not unpleasant...but was awake for quite a wile before falling asleep.
Was glad to get out of it this morning tho.. showered and rubbed in plenty of Sudocreme to counter the risk of nappy rash. Feels like my skin is a little dry in a couple of places.. and my right thigh has felt a little tight today - probably due to having my legs held apart for so long. Wonder what my next orders will be..
So glad this order had to be done yesterday.. on a day off rather than a work day as it did get very bulky indeed. Have worn nappies often enough before and had no problems wetting it.. I made sure I went for a dump before putting it on tho as being sat in my own shit for hours and hours would not of been nice.. or for anyone else near me!
I do like the feel of warm piss against my skin (find it quite horny) and felt good to wet myself having not done so for a wile. By 4pm the nappy had taken about as much as it could hold and as the order stated I had to stay in it, I added a 2nd one over the top of it, making sure I made plenty of holes in the bottom one to let it drain into the the one I was adding to it. It felt huge. And rather heavy too.. tho adding a 2nd one helped support the well wet one with the onesie I was wearing helping to keep it all in place.
Did think would have to wear trakkie bottoms - elasticated waist.. but think they made it look even bigger so ended up pulling a pair of carrot fit, dropped crotch jeans over it all, which are a little big around the waist on me and that worked well. By this point I didn't need to go out again so don't know how obvious it would of looked in public... but with that much bulk between my legs the way I was waddling it would of looked very odd.
Just to be on the safe side I added a terry nappy, pinned as tight as I could manage to sleep in.. with a pair of plastic pants, which only just managed to squeeze over. Laying in bed, unable to close my legs, felt rather odd.. but not unpleasant...but was awake for quite a wile before falling asleep.
Was glad to get out of it this morning tho.. showered and rubbed in plenty of Sudocreme to counter the risk of nappy rash. Feels like my skin is a little dry in a couple of places.. and my right thigh has felt a little tight today - probably due to having my legs held apart for so long. Wonder what my next orders will be..
Tuesday 15 April 2014
Sunday 13 April 2014
Sats Lottery Orders - 12/4/14 + Todays activities
Last nights National lottery draw produced the Thunderball '3' meaning my orders are... "Wear a nappy and onesie for 24hrs without removing.. add additional nappies as needed"
The bonus ball was '32' meaning that these orders have to be carried out on Tuesday this week.
Have worn nappies often enough so this shouldn't be too difficult for me. That said, have only once worn the same nappy for so long and going to be very wet down there by the time I get to take it off. Will certainly have to double up at some point, which means its gonna get rather bulky and heavy.. which is a bit of a concern as find as the nappy gets fuller it presses down on the CB and that can be uncomfortable.. and doubling up I assume means double the weight and pressure on the CB. And with a full 24hrs to complete I might even need a 3rd nappy which will be impossible to hide under any clothing as well as making me walk with quite a pronounced waddle!
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Today (Sun 13th) I wore my large buttplug inserted in my arse for 8hrs at work (6:30am-2:30pm) .. and without any problems I am pleased to say. Good start to the week me thinks..
The bonus ball was '32' meaning that these orders have to be carried out on Tuesday this week.
Have worn nappies often enough so this shouldn't be too difficult for me. That said, have only once worn the same nappy for so long and going to be very wet down there by the time I get to take it off. Will certainly have to double up at some point, which means its gonna get rather bulky and heavy.. which is a bit of a concern as find as the nappy gets fuller it presses down on the CB and that can be uncomfortable.. and doubling up I assume means double the weight and pressure on the CB. And with a full 24hrs to complete I might even need a 3rd nappy which will be impossible to hide under any clothing as well as making me walk with quite a pronounced waddle!
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Today (Sun 13th) I wore my large buttplug inserted in my arse for 8hrs at work (6:30am-2:30pm) .. and without any problems I am pleased to say. Good start to the week me thinks..
Saturday 12 April 2014
Todays activity - Sat 12/4/14
Today I wore my bumless rubber briefs for 13hrs (5:30am - 6:30pm) .. and actually still in them as am writing this.
Also wore my buttplug dogs tail for 3 hours this afternoon but as that was to comply with my Lottery selected orders that does not count as a benefit.
So adding that to the 12 hours in the same bumless rubber briefs I did on Tuesday that's 25 hours in rubber this week.
Spent 2 hours buttplugged on Tuesday and 7 hours plugged on Thursday.
So in total that should amount to 34 hours worth of 'benefit' this week - a rather more productive week me thinks.
Also wore my buttplug dogs tail for 3 hours this afternoon but as that was to comply with my Lottery selected orders that does not count as a benefit.
So adding that to the 12 hours in the same bumless rubber briefs I did on Tuesday that's 25 hours in rubber this week.
Spent 2 hours buttplugged on Tuesday and 7 hours plugged on Thursday.
So in total that should amount to 34 hours worth of 'benefit' this week - a rather more productive week me thinks.
Weds Lottery Orders (9/4/14)
Am relieved to be able to log this order as completed SUCCESSFULLY.
Was planning to comply with my orders this evening, but on getting home from work found my flatmate had gone out so decided to pop my 'tail' in and hood up right away.
Usually when getting home from work I sit down with a brew for a bit and check my email and read the news online.. and with my flatmate here most of the time I don't get to wonder round the flat in any gear very often. So was a novel experience to walk down the hallway hooded (with collar, open eyes and mouth) with my buttplug tail wiggling from my arse. Not sure I've ever drunk coffee wile hooded either.. tho it did occur to me that perhaps I should of had it out of a bowl on the floor rather than a mug.
But anyway... as can't sit normally with the tail hanging out my arse I dragged the laptop on the bed and did the news and email and chatted with a friend online. Was very tempted to tell him what I was doing but decided it might be good if left him to discover that for himself as know he usually reads these posts. Hi Jeremy, hope you are enjoying reading this. :-)
Not worn my tail for probably a couple of months, and found myself yet again thinking 'forgot how good this tail actually feels.. why don't I do this more often?' In fact, think the buttplug tail has got to be my favourite toy - the actual plug part is quite large and often difficult to get in at first, tho noticed no such problems today so obviously my efforts to stretch my arse through using larger plugs is paying dividends.. but the shape is really good, feeling very comfortable in spite of its size once in place and seems to 'plug' nicely, feeling securely in place even when wagging it enthusiastically. And the wagging... that's the best bit! Every move makes the tail wag with the plug part wiggling in my arse as it does so which feels bloody good! So like I say - why don't I use it more often?
By the time 5:30 came I was glad to get out of the rubber hood.. wile its a good fit and feels nice to begin with, did get rather sweaty in it and so was nice to wipe myself down afterward. As for the rubber cuffs and tail.. could of kept those on/in longer... :-)
Was planning to comply with my orders this evening, but on getting home from work found my flatmate had gone out so decided to pop my 'tail' in and hood up right away.
Usually when getting home from work I sit down with a brew for a bit and check my email and read the news online.. and with my flatmate here most of the time I don't get to wonder round the flat in any gear very often. So was a novel experience to walk down the hallway hooded (with collar, open eyes and mouth) with my buttplug tail wiggling from my arse. Not sure I've ever drunk coffee wile hooded either.. tho it did occur to me that perhaps I should of had it out of a bowl on the floor rather than a mug.
But anyway... as can't sit normally with the tail hanging out my arse I dragged the laptop on the bed and did the news and email and chatted with a friend online. Was very tempted to tell him what I was doing but decided it might be good if left him to discover that for himself as know he usually reads these posts. Hi Jeremy, hope you are enjoying reading this. :-)
Not worn my tail for probably a couple of months, and found myself yet again thinking 'forgot how good this tail actually feels.. why don't I do this more often?' In fact, think the buttplug tail has got to be my favourite toy - the actual plug part is quite large and often difficult to get in at first, tho noticed no such problems today so obviously my efforts to stretch my arse through using larger plugs is paying dividends.. but the shape is really good, feeling very comfortable in spite of its size once in place and seems to 'plug' nicely, feeling securely in place even when wagging it enthusiastically. And the wagging... that's the best bit! Every move makes the tail wag with the plug part wiggling in my arse as it does so which feels bloody good! So like I say - why don't I use it more often?
By the time 5:30 came I was glad to get out of the rubber hood.. wile its a good fit and feels nice to begin with, did get rather sweaty in it and so was nice to wipe myself down afterward. As for the rubber cuffs and tail.. could of kept those on/in longer... :-)
Thursday 10 April 2014
Todays activity Thus 10/4/14
Today I wore my large buttplug for 7 hours (5:30am - 12.30pm)
Pleased with that as was with the plug that got the irritation from last time I tried wearing for more than a couple hours.
Pleased with that as was with the plug that got the irritation from last time I tried wearing for more than a couple hours.
Weds Lottery Orders - 9/4/14
Last nights Lottery draw selected the Thunderball '10' so my orders are.. "Wear dog tail butt plug for 3 hours - If the bonus ball is odd then add hood and wrist cuffs."
The bonus ball was '09' .. meaning that I get to choose the day on which I do the task. And being an odd number I will have to be hooded and wear wrist cuffs as well as my 'tail.'
The bonus ball was '09' .. meaning that I get to choose the day on which I do the task. And being an odd number I will have to be hooded and wear wrist cuffs as well as my 'tail.'
Sat Lottery Orders - 5/4/14
Logging this as a FAIL.
Had a bad day yesterday.. ended up going to a mates and staying rather longer than I intended .. so never got to even attempt my orders :-(
Had a bad day yesterday.. ended up going to a mates and staying rather longer than I intended .. so never got to even attempt my orders :-(
Tuesday 8 April 2014
Todays activety - Tues 8/4/14
Today I wore bumless rubber briefs for 12 hours (8am-8pm) and had a largish buttplug up my arse for 2 hours (6pm-8pm.)
So that should earn me 14 hours 'benefit' and wipe out the 12 hour penalty that got for Mortice ruining an orgasm yesterday. Wonder what he's gonna think when he finds out he in effect, spoilt an orgasm for nothing! Hehe :-)
So that should earn me 14 hours 'benefit' and wipe out the 12 hour penalty that got for Mortice ruining an orgasm yesterday. Wonder what he's gonna think when he finds out he in effect, spoilt an orgasm for nothing! Hehe :-)
Sunday 6 April 2014
Weds Lottery Orders (2/4/14) cont..
The good thing about this task coming up is that I get to make use of a couple things I've not worn in a wile... must be 6 months since last wore the chest harness or my leather collar. Doubt I've worn the wrist cuffs in well over a year, and as for the ankle cuffs, I simply don't know it has to be years since last wore those.
Putting the chest harness on felt good.. rubber against the skin usually does, but the thick rubber straps restraining my chest is not something I've felt for a wile and did enjoy that feeling again. Not sure if it's my imagination but it felt a little tighter too, so perhaps my trips to the gym are starting to make a difference! The ankle cuffs felt weird tho, like I say not wore them in a few years and think I can see why - big and very rigid. Was a little concerned about how well hidden they would be under my work trousers and changed out of the formal style ones I had put on into the cargo style type I have instead, the slighter tighter leg seemed to cover it better somehow.
And off I went to work.. feeling somewhat self-conscious, esp bout the leg cuffs, all day. Nothing unusual happened tho.. nobody seemed to notice. Found the leg cuffs a little annoying at times, whereas the chest harness felt damned good all day - so think that's going to get used a little more often in future! Is unusual for me to wear it against the skin as opposed to over a rubber top, but wanted to ensure it stayed hidden in work.
Come 6pm I duly added my wrist cuffs and leather collar.. aware had arranged to go to a mates for dinner that eve. Luckily it was cold and wet so was able to do a coat up, hiding the collar from general view as I walked the two minutes it takes to get to my friends house. He raised an eyebrow to what I had on but took it to mean I was 'up for it' like.. which, having been in the chest harness etc all day, indeed I was! ;-)
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Last nights Saturday draw Thunderball was '11' meaning my new orders are to.. "Take an outdoor selfie in rubber and post online"
The bonus ball was 41 meaning the order has to be completed on Wednesday this week.
So yet another repeat.. same as last Saturday. Thinking I should try and be a bit more daring this time round..
Putting the chest harness on felt good.. rubber against the skin usually does, but the thick rubber straps restraining my chest is not something I've felt for a wile and did enjoy that feeling again. Not sure if it's my imagination but it felt a little tighter too, so perhaps my trips to the gym are starting to make a difference! The ankle cuffs felt weird tho, like I say not wore them in a few years and think I can see why - big and very rigid. Was a little concerned about how well hidden they would be under my work trousers and changed out of the formal style ones I had put on into the cargo style type I have instead, the slighter tighter leg seemed to cover it better somehow.
And off I went to work.. feeling somewhat self-conscious, esp bout the leg cuffs, all day. Nothing unusual happened tho.. nobody seemed to notice. Found the leg cuffs a little annoying at times, whereas the chest harness felt damned good all day - so think that's going to get used a little more often in future! Is unusual for me to wear it against the skin as opposed to over a rubber top, but wanted to ensure it stayed hidden in work.
Come 6pm I duly added my wrist cuffs and leather collar.. aware had arranged to go to a mates for dinner that eve. Luckily it was cold and wet so was able to do a coat up, hiding the collar from general view as I walked the two minutes it takes to get to my friends house. He raised an eyebrow to what I had on but took it to mean I was 'up for it' like.. which, having been in the chest harness etc all day, indeed I was! ;-)
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Last nights Saturday draw Thunderball was '11' meaning my new orders are to.. "Take an outdoor selfie in rubber and post online"
The bonus ball was 41 meaning the order has to be completed on Wednesday this week.
So yet another repeat.. same as last Saturday. Thinking I should try and be a bit more daring this time round..
Saturday 5 April 2014
Thursday 3 April 2014
Weds Lottery Orders (2/4/14)
The Thunderball from Weds lottery was number 4 so the order I have to obey is - "Wear rubber harness and ankle cuffs, starting when get up and add wrist cuffs and collar at 6pm"
The bonus ball was 23 meaning I have to do this order on Friday.
So will have to go to work tomorrow wearing my rubber chest harness under my work shirt and ankle cuffs under my trousers. With a vest/t-shirt, probably a work polo shirt and an apron over it the chest harness I'm guessing shouldn't be noticeable.. the ankle cuffs I'm not so sure about tho..
The bonus ball was 23 meaning I have to do this order on Friday.
So will have to go to work tomorrow wearing my rubber chest harness under my work shirt and ankle cuffs under my trousers. With a vest/t-shirt, probably a work polo shirt and an apron over it the chest harness I'm guessing shouldn't be noticeable.. the ankle cuffs I'm not so sure about tho..
Tuesday 1 April 2014
Sat's Lottery Orders (29/3/14)
Saturdays lottery order, to be done yesterday was to take a selfie outdoors in rubber.. and you should be able to see that here and on my Fetlife profile.
So am able to log that order as completed and a SUCCESS.
Not much to say about this .. taken just outside Sainsburys at 7pm yesterday, where had just been in to get a couple of bits.. wearing the sleeveless rubber top with jeans and trainers. Got a few looks, but nothing that unsettled me and no-one said anything. And was fairly busy too.. so make me think could do this sort of thing more often perhaps?
So am able to log that order as completed and a SUCCESS.
Not much to say about this .. taken just outside Sainsburys at 7pm yesterday, where had just been in to get a couple of bits.. wearing the sleeveless rubber top with jeans and trainers. Got a few looks, but nothing that unsettled me and no-one said anything. And was fairly busy too.. so make me think could do this sort of thing more often perhaps?
Sunday 30 March 2014
Sat's Lottery Orders (29/3/14)
Yesterdays Thunderball was 11, so my orders are - 'Take an outdoor selfie in rubber and post online'
The bonus ball being 29 means this order has to be completed Monday
The bonus ball being 29 means this order has to be completed Monday
Saturday 29 March 2014
Weds Lottery Orders (26/3/14)
Back from the gym - think might be a bit sore tomorrow!
Can report this task as a SUCCESS.
Went to the gym straight from work this time to avoid peak time and it was indeed quieter today - tho the suddenly warmer weather probably make a difference too. There were 4 people in the changing room as I changed out of my work clothes into me trakkie bottoms and a t-shirt, using the same locker as last week.
Was more relaxed about it than last week and probably changed quicker.. anyway, no-one seemed to take any notice and made my way to the work-out area without incident. Did see one of the guys who was laughing at me last week and wile he did smile at me, we didn't speak. The member of gym staff who spoke to me last week did tho.. asking if was still in the... don't think he knew what word to use. Said that I was and would be for some time yet.. and chatted for a few minutes about the chastity arrangement and then carried on with my work-out.
A bit later I saw him chatting to one of his colleagues and got the impression from the way they were looking that they were probably talking about me.. that made me feel a little self-conscious and tried to ignore them as best as I could. Continued with no further distractions before heading back to the changing room.
The changing room was busier than when arrived and noticed 2 guys looking at me as I was changing.. nothing was said but made me rather uneasy so didn't hang around and left sharpish.
So, less eventful than last week thankfully
Can report this task as a SUCCESS.
Went to the gym straight from work this time to avoid peak time and it was indeed quieter today - tho the suddenly warmer weather probably make a difference too. There were 4 people in the changing room as I changed out of my work clothes into me trakkie bottoms and a t-shirt, using the same locker as last week.
Was more relaxed about it than last week and probably changed quicker.. anyway, no-one seemed to take any notice and made my way to the work-out area without incident. Did see one of the guys who was laughing at me last week and wile he did smile at me, we didn't speak. The member of gym staff who spoke to me last week did tho.. asking if was still in the... don't think he knew what word to use. Said that I was and would be for some time yet.. and chatted for a few minutes about the chastity arrangement and then carried on with my work-out.
A bit later I saw him chatting to one of his colleagues and got the impression from the way they were looking that they were probably talking about me.. that made me feel a little self-conscious and tried to ignore them as best as I could. Continued with no further distractions before heading back to the changing room.
The changing room was busier than when arrived and noticed 2 guys looking at me as I was changing.. nothing was said but made me rather uneasy so didn't hang around and left sharpish.
So, less eventful than last week thankfully
Thursday 27 March 2014
Weds Lottery Orders (26/3/14)
Weds lottery Thunderball was 8 .. the same as last Weds - 'Go to the gym, change in full view of anyone there, and back again after workout'
The bonus ball was 05 meaning that I can choose which day I want to do the task.
Doing this last week was eventful.. as I can choose when I go this time think I might find a slightly quieter time to go..
The bonus ball was 05 meaning that I can choose which day I want to do the task.
Doing this last week was eventful.. as I can choose when I go this time think I might find a slightly quieter time to go..
Bonus activity - Weds 26/3/14
Went to work Weds morning wearing (is that the right word?) my larger version of my fav buttplug. Having mentioned the rubbing I get with it in after 2-3 hours when the lube dries out I followed Mortice's suggestion and took some to work with me - adding extra lube twice throughout the day. By doing that managed to keep the plug in all day at work.. a full 10hrs (5:30am - 3:30pm) which is considerable progress.. so well pleased with that!
Less pleased with the rubbing around my arse-hole today though. Is a little sore a little to the left of my hole.. think have a spot brewing rather than it rubbing the skin raw. So, did not plug up today and probably won't tomorrow unless it feels better in the morning.
That should be an extra 10hrs benefit time earned.
Less pleased with the rubbing around my arse-hole today though. Is a little sore a little to the left of my hole.. think have a spot brewing rather than it rubbing the skin raw. So, did not plug up today and probably won't tomorrow unless it feels better in the morning.
That should be an extra 10hrs benefit time earned.
Sat's lottery orders (22/3/14)
Last Saturdays Thunderball was 14 - 'Sleep in a sleepsack'
The bonus ball was 40 meaning that had to complete that order Weds (last night)
Hmm.. always knew this was a risky task as not actually used the sleep sack since got it 18 months ago. Although I share a flat, asking my flatmate to zip me/strap me up in it is not something I'm completely comfortable with so tried to rig up a way of zipping it up myself.
Used a bit of string fed through the zip pull with a loop on the other end to put over the bed knob - this still left one of the five leather straps, the one across my chest, undone but thought that would be ok and still reasonably secure in it. But didn't really work.. could only pull the zip up about half of the way remaining, with it then unzipping itself further if I moved at all. If could of kept the canvas taut then probably could of got the zip fully closed, but just couldn't get it to close that last 5-6 inches.
Did try sleeping like that for about an hour and a half.. but by then I decided I wasn't going to sleep like that and with it being a work day I needed to. So, reluctantly I unzipped.. with a bit of fiddling, and got out of it and in to bed properly. Disappointed as it was still quite horny being in it, though not as horny as the rubber sleep sack I slept in once. Think if it had not been a work day I might have persevered longer.. or asked my flatmate - but as have to be up at 5am it's not fair to ask him really.
So.. have to record this order as a FAIL.
The bonus ball was 40 meaning that had to complete that order Weds (last night)
Hmm.. always knew this was a risky task as not actually used the sleep sack since got it 18 months ago. Although I share a flat, asking my flatmate to zip me/strap me up in it is not something I'm completely comfortable with so tried to rig up a way of zipping it up myself.
Used a bit of string fed through the zip pull with a loop on the other end to put over the bed knob - this still left one of the five leather straps, the one across my chest, undone but thought that would be ok and still reasonably secure in it. But didn't really work.. could only pull the zip up about half of the way remaining, with it then unzipping itself further if I moved at all. If could of kept the canvas taut then probably could of got the zip fully closed, but just couldn't get it to close that last 5-6 inches.
Did try sleeping like that for about an hour and a half.. but by then I decided I wasn't going to sleep like that and with it being a work day I needed to. So, reluctantly I unzipped.. with a bit of fiddling, and got out of it and in to bed properly. Disappointed as it was still quite horny being in it, though not as horny as the rubber sleep sack I slept in once. Think if it had not been a work day I might have persevered longer.. or asked my flatmate - but as have to be up at 5am it's not fair to ask him really.
So.. have to record this order as a FAIL.
Monday 24 March 2014
'Bonus' buttplugging activity
Managed to get in another 3hrs buttplugged on Saturday..
And on Sunday I wore my MEO hollow metal anal stretching plug to work.. it has a thicker stem than the average buttplug so it holds my anus open an inch and a half, though this makes it more prone to slipping out. Managed to keep it up me all day in work, my hole stretched that little bit extra throughout :-)
It did start popping out the last hour in work.. but managed the hole day in work before removing it - a record for holding that particular plug in I think.
So.. 3hrs Saturday and 9hrs Sunday 'bonus' time earned.
And on Sunday I wore my MEO hollow metal anal stretching plug to work.. it has a thicker stem than the average buttplug so it holds my anus open an inch and a half, though this makes it more prone to slipping out. Managed to keep it up me all day in work, my hole stretched that little bit extra throughout :-)
It did start popping out the last hour in work.. but managed the hole day in work before removing it - a record for holding that particular plug in I think.
So.. 3hrs Saturday and 9hrs Sunday 'bonus' time earned.
Weds lottery orders (19/3/14)
This posting is now 2 days late.. so expecting some form of penalty for that.
Can declare this lottery order as SUCCESSFULLY completed.. if not fully compliant with its reporting.
As said on Sat, was both excited and nervous about doing this order - go to the gym and change in full view of everyone. Am a little self conscious bout how weedy (and white) my body is.. one of the reasons for working out, so to expose myself wearing a chastity belt, even briefly, is a little scary for me. Wile at the same time the humiliation of doing just that is a huge turn-on! And on top of all that is the growing desire, that's beginning to develop into a 'need', to fully embrace what I am in reality and 'go public' with it.
As I thought, going at peak time the gym was quite busy, with about a dozen people in the changing room when I arrived. Altho open plan, I usually use one of the lockers in one of the 2 alcove areas off the main walk through area, but with my orders in mind picked a locker in the centre of the walk through area and in full view of everyone.
Changed my t-shirt first, then removed my shoes and took my jeans off, exposing the rubber jock and my bare arse. Then took the jock off before pulling a pair of trakkie bottoms out of my bag.. turned round and quickly clocked that about half were looking at me and the now fully visible metal chastity belt front on. Trying hard NOT to catch anyone's eye, sorta gathered that a few were like 'WTF??' .. a group of 3 lads to my left were laughing and pointing at me wile a few others were pretending not to look like. Did my best to act casual and pulled my trakkie bottoms on and up over the CB before turning back to put my bag away in the locker.. then, still avoiding eye contact with anyone, headed for the gym area.
My heart was racing, esp at being laughed at by 3 of the guys and think I went a bit red.. hoped they were changing to leave, but no, saw them come into the work-out area a minute or two after me. Anyway, did my best to ignore them but could see they were looking at me and saying things to each other. Did the reps on the chest press, then moved on to the shoulder presses.. caught the eye of a guy waiting to use one of the machines I was on who then asked me "is that thing for real?" I replied that if he meant the CB I was in then yes it was. Went on to say that no, hadn't been coming here or working out long and he gave me a little advice on using the machine I was on and stood over me checking I was doing it right until I had finished on that particular machine.
Went over to the free weights area in front of the large mirrors and started there.. a few minutes later he came over and started chatting to me again, mixing 'gym talk' with questions bout my locking and explained the basic lock-up arrangement to him. He left me to it when I went onto the rowing machine but could see him talking to 2 of the 3 guys who laughed at me in the changing room earlier.
By this point I was almost done with just the leg presses to go.. as headed towards that heard the guy I had been speaking to (now stood with all 3 that had laughed at me plus another guy) shout over "Oi, chastity boy.. show my mate here" I almost died.. pretty sure I went bright red.. and tried to shrug it off with a smile. Just stood there for a moment, looking at him not knowing what to say or do. Finally managed to utter a 'what?' to which he said "do as your told slave boy.. pull ya pants down" Feeling extremely embarrassed I did as I was told - aware that everyone was now looking at me and what was going on.. just pulling the front on my trakkie bottoms down enough to expose the metal tube. And just stood there as the guy pulled my bottoms down to my knees exposing my bare arse and the belt in full... allowing him to tug at the tube wile they stood and laughed. Am guessing I was stood there like that with my bottoms around my knees for about 30 seconds, but it felt much, much longer. He eventually told me I could pull me pants up again to which I said 'thank you sir' and trying to pull myself together a bit, grinned back at them.
Asked him if I "could go now please sir?" .. to which he said I could, again calling me 'slave boy' .. hurtled back to the changing room, quickly changing back into the clothes I wore to the gym and made my way out. Two of the guys shouted "Bye slave boy" as walked past the work-out area and one of the gym staff adding, "see you again soon.. slave boy"
As soon as got back out into the daylight I sat down and had a ciggy.. doing my best to calm myself down a little but with my heart still racing. Then walked home.. with a real buzz. It was very embarrassing, and a little scary at one or two points but I am so glad I did it. Sure it was humiliating, but then that was the point... and I do find that such a turn-on. But its much more than that - it's the start of being open and honest about what I am and what I'm into. I'm obviously nervous about it, but its a (big) step towards saying, not just in private but in public too... this is what I am - I am a chaste sub/slave boi and that's not something I should be ashamed of or have to hide.
Can declare this lottery order as SUCCESSFULLY completed.. if not fully compliant with its reporting.
As said on Sat, was both excited and nervous about doing this order - go to the gym and change in full view of everyone. Am a little self conscious bout how weedy (and white) my body is.. one of the reasons for working out, so to expose myself wearing a chastity belt, even briefly, is a little scary for me. Wile at the same time the humiliation of doing just that is a huge turn-on! And on top of all that is the growing desire, that's beginning to develop into a 'need', to fully embrace what I am in reality and 'go public' with it.
As I thought, going at peak time the gym was quite busy, with about a dozen people in the changing room when I arrived. Altho open plan, I usually use one of the lockers in one of the 2 alcove areas off the main walk through area, but with my orders in mind picked a locker in the centre of the walk through area and in full view of everyone.
Changed my t-shirt first, then removed my shoes and took my jeans off, exposing the rubber jock and my bare arse. Then took the jock off before pulling a pair of trakkie bottoms out of my bag.. turned round and quickly clocked that about half were looking at me and the now fully visible metal chastity belt front on. Trying hard NOT to catch anyone's eye, sorta gathered that a few were like 'WTF??' .. a group of 3 lads to my left were laughing and pointing at me wile a few others were pretending not to look like. Did my best to act casual and pulled my trakkie bottoms on and up over the CB before turning back to put my bag away in the locker.. then, still avoiding eye contact with anyone, headed for the gym area.
My heart was racing, esp at being laughed at by 3 of the guys and think I went a bit red.. hoped they were changing to leave, but no, saw them come into the work-out area a minute or two after me. Anyway, did my best to ignore them but could see they were looking at me and saying things to each other. Did the reps on the chest press, then moved on to the shoulder presses.. caught the eye of a guy waiting to use one of the machines I was on who then asked me "is that thing for real?" I replied that if he meant the CB I was in then yes it was. Went on to say that no, hadn't been coming here or working out long and he gave me a little advice on using the machine I was on and stood over me checking I was doing it right until I had finished on that particular machine.
Went over to the free weights area in front of the large mirrors and started there.. a few minutes later he came over and started chatting to me again, mixing 'gym talk' with questions bout my locking and explained the basic lock-up arrangement to him. He left me to it when I went onto the rowing machine but could see him talking to 2 of the 3 guys who laughed at me in the changing room earlier.
By this point I was almost done with just the leg presses to go.. as headed towards that heard the guy I had been speaking to (now stood with all 3 that had laughed at me plus another guy) shout over "Oi, chastity boy.. show my mate here" I almost died.. pretty sure I went bright red.. and tried to shrug it off with a smile. Just stood there for a moment, looking at him not knowing what to say or do. Finally managed to utter a 'what?' to which he said "do as your told slave boy.. pull ya pants down" Feeling extremely embarrassed I did as I was told - aware that everyone was now looking at me and what was going on.. just pulling the front on my trakkie bottoms down enough to expose the metal tube. And just stood there as the guy pulled my bottoms down to my knees exposing my bare arse and the belt in full... allowing him to tug at the tube wile they stood and laughed. Am guessing I was stood there like that with my bottoms around my knees for about 30 seconds, but it felt much, much longer. He eventually told me I could pull me pants up again to which I said 'thank you sir' and trying to pull myself together a bit, grinned back at them.
Asked him if I "could go now please sir?" .. to which he said I could, again calling me 'slave boy' .. hurtled back to the changing room, quickly changing back into the clothes I wore to the gym and made my way out. Two of the guys shouted "Bye slave boy" as walked past the work-out area and one of the gym staff adding, "see you again soon.. slave boy"
As soon as got back out into the daylight I sat down and had a ciggy.. doing my best to calm myself down a little but with my heart still racing. Then walked home.. with a real buzz. It was very embarrassing, and a little scary at one or two points but I am so glad I did it. Sure it was humiliating, but then that was the point... and I do find that such a turn-on. But its much more than that - it's the start of being open and honest about what I am and what I'm into. I'm obviously nervous about it, but its a (big) step towards saying, not just in private but in public too... this is what I am - I am a chaste sub/slave boi and that's not something I should be ashamed of or have to hide.
Friday 21 March 2014
Bonus activity Thurs/Fri
Managed 3 hours buttplugged with my large plug in work Thurs morning.. (5:30 - 8:30am)
And another 4 hours, again in work, this morning.. (5:30 - 9:30am)
Btw.. My larger buttplug is starting to get a little easier to get in, still a definite stretch to get that last half an inch or so in/up me, and still feeling very 'full' with it in. But unlike a week ago, once got that last bit in, my hole now relaxes around it (without the pain) and am beginning to get used to.. and enjoy that extra full feeling. Have noticed tho that unlike my smaller buttplug that am used to wearing, I can't fart with the large one in - once inserted it completely seals my arsehole! Kinda like that even tho it does make it much harder to wear for longer periods ;-)
So.. 7hrs 'bonus' earned and to be deducted of my total time locked - just about still on target for the 18hrs I wanted to claw back this week.. might even see if can do another hour or two this eve after the gym...
And another 4 hours, again in work, this morning.. (5:30 - 9:30am)
Btw.. My larger buttplug is starting to get a little easier to get in, still a definite stretch to get that last half an inch or so in/up me, and still feeling very 'full' with it in. But unlike a week ago, once got that last bit in, my hole now relaxes around it (without the pain) and am beginning to get used to.. and enjoy that extra full feeling. Have noticed tho that unlike my smaller buttplug that am used to wearing, I can't fart with the large one in - once inserted it completely seals my arsehole! Kinda like that even tho it does make it much harder to wear for longer periods ;-)
So.. 7hrs 'bonus' earned and to be deducted of my total time locked - just about still on target for the 18hrs I wanted to claw back this week.. might even see if can do another hour or two this eve after the gym...
Weds Lottery orders (19/3/14)
At last.. a different task! This draws Thunderball came up '8' - Go to the gym, change in full view of anyone in there and back again after working out.
The bonus ball was 26 - with the first digit '2' meaning the order has to be completed on Friday.
Looking forward to this one.. not least because its something different. Probably wouldn't of chosen to do it on a Friday if had the chance tho as gather that's one of the busier days, and am a little nervous of what some of the guys in there could say .. but hell, a bit of public humiliation is exactly the point of this task!
So, having had almost 2 days to think bout it like.. think the best thing to do is to be bold and upfront bout it if anyone says or asks bout why I'm in a chastity belt - after all, I am a chastity sub and my cock is locked! All is as it should be in that sense. So gonna try and take the attitude that this task is an opportunity to confront my embarrassment and 'normalize' my chaste, and indeed 'sub' status.
Well, that's the plan anyway! lol
Gonna finish me brew and get myself off to the gym v shortly.. (Virgin Active, Printworks, Manchester)
The bonus ball was 26 - with the first digit '2' meaning the order has to be completed on Friday.
Looking forward to this one.. not least because its something different. Probably wouldn't of chosen to do it on a Friday if had the chance tho as gather that's one of the busier days, and am a little nervous of what some of the guys in there could say .. but hell, a bit of public humiliation is exactly the point of this task!
So, having had almost 2 days to think bout it like.. think the best thing to do is to be bold and upfront bout it if anyone says or asks bout why I'm in a chastity belt - after all, I am a chastity sub and my cock is locked! All is as it should be in that sense. So gonna try and take the attitude that this task is an opportunity to confront my embarrassment and 'normalize' my chaste, and indeed 'sub' status.
Well, that's the plan anyway! lol
Gonna finish me brew and get myself off to the gym v shortly.. (Virgin Active, Printworks, Manchester)
Sat's Lottery Orders (15/3/14)
Not too much to say about this one.. did much the same as last week - wore the same heavy weight wool kilt as last week, putting it on as soon as got up and changed into my work clothes in there.
On leaving work I changed back into it and kept it on for the remainder of the day. Got a few odd looks wile out walking the dog.. and got rained on so was a little damp for the rest of the evening. Went over to a mate's who lives 1 street away for dinner that eve and was stopped by a couple of kids on the way over, asking me why I was wearing a 'skirt' lol
So.. again think this can be counted as a SUCCESS
On leaving work I changed back into it and kept it on for the remainder of the day. Got a few odd looks wile out walking the dog.. and got rained on so was a little damp for the rest of the evening. Went over to a mate's who lives 1 street away for dinner that eve and was stopped by a couple of kids on the way over, asking me why I was wearing a 'skirt' lol
So.. again think this can be counted as a SUCCESS
Sunday 16 March 2014
Bonus activity - Sun 16/3/14
After a failed attempt last week during which managed to strain myself a little.. finally managed to get my large buttplug up me this morning .. going to work with my arse stuffed full.
Kept it in for 3hrs.. until my morning break by which time it was starting to get a little uncomfortable. Was tempted to keep going a bit longer but gonna try and aim to get in 18hrs worth of 'bonus' buttplug wear this week to negate the penalty time that Mortice clocked up for me last week.. so with that in mind decided not to risk it and hopefully will be able to do similar tomorrow.
Kept it in for 3hrs.. until my morning break by which time it was starting to get a little uncomfortable. Was tempted to keep going a bit longer but gonna try and aim to get in 18hrs worth of 'bonus' buttplug wear this week to negate the penalty time that Mortice clocked up for me last week.. so with that in mind decided not to risk it and hopefully will be able to do similar tomorrow.
Sat's lottery orders (15/3/14)
Yesterdays Thunderball draw selected ball number 12 again - 4th time in a row! Whats the odds on that happening I wonder..
So.. as last week, I am to spend a day in a kilt.. and with the bonus ball being 08, I again get to choose which day before the next draw to do the task..
So.. as last week, I am to spend a day in a kilt.. and with the bonus ball being 08, I again get to choose which day before the next draw to do the task..
Saturday 15 March 2014
Weds lottery orders (12/3/14)
Wednesdays Thunderball draw came up '12' again - 3rd time in a row! So, is a repeat of last Saturdays task - wear a nappy until it leaks, starting when get up.
Just to vary things a little.. and add a bit of an 'edge' to it, decided to wear a cotton nappy rather than a disposable this time. Cotton/terry nappies do not draw the liquid away from the skin like a disposable does, nor do they hold as much.. so as well as feeling wetter throughout the day, there's also the added risk that it could leak wile still in work!
Like last week, I put on the nappy under my work clothes as soon as got up this morning.. adding a pair of 'baby print' plastic pants over the top of it to stop it leaking thru to me work trousers. The nappy itself has Velcro tabs to close it, but being a bit smaller in size than the disposables it did not fit as well over me CB. So, set off for work this morning, a little nervous as was not entirely confident how well the nappy would hold me piss. And indeed, I dribbled down my leg a little each time I wet myself today.. which, wile nervous about, I admit did give me an extra buzz of excitement each time! Spoze part of me gets turned on at the thought of the humiliation at being exposed ;-)
In the end all went well.. no-one noticed and removed the leaking nappy shortly after getting home from work this afternoon. Been horny as hell all day today tho and purposefully not washed since, instead just slipped me heavy rubber shorts on.. hopefully trapping the remainder of my piss between my skin and the rubber - there's just something SO horny about the smell of warm, piss soaked rubber!
So.. am logging todays task as a SUCCESS - that's both orders completed successfully this week so unless Mortice has been up to anything today, just have an extra 18hrs penalty time for his activities on Thurs to be added to my lock-up time this week.
I'm finding this fun.. and VERY horny! And wile I know it was me that put the list of tasks/challenges together and that there are more difficult ones that have yet to be selected - I am enjoying this and liking being an obedient chastity sub :-)
Schweinehund
Just to vary things a little.. and add a bit of an 'edge' to it, decided to wear a cotton nappy rather than a disposable this time. Cotton/terry nappies do not draw the liquid away from the skin like a disposable does, nor do they hold as much.. so as well as feeling wetter throughout the day, there's also the added risk that it could leak wile still in work!
Like last week, I put on the nappy under my work clothes as soon as got up this morning.. adding a pair of 'baby print' plastic pants over the top of it to stop it leaking thru to me work trousers. The nappy itself has Velcro tabs to close it, but being a bit smaller in size than the disposables it did not fit as well over me CB. So, set off for work this morning, a little nervous as was not entirely confident how well the nappy would hold me piss. And indeed, I dribbled down my leg a little each time I wet myself today.. which, wile nervous about, I admit did give me an extra buzz of excitement each time! Spoze part of me gets turned on at the thought of the humiliation at being exposed ;-)
In the end all went well.. no-one noticed and removed the leaking nappy shortly after getting home from work this afternoon. Been horny as hell all day today tho and purposefully not washed since, instead just slipped me heavy rubber shorts on.. hopefully trapping the remainder of my piss between my skin and the rubber - there's just something SO horny about the smell of warm, piss soaked rubber!
So.. am logging todays task as a SUCCESS - that's both orders completed successfully this week so unless Mortice has been up to anything today, just have an extra 18hrs penalty time for his activities on Thurs to be added to my lock-up time this week.
I'm finding this fun.. and VERY horny! And wile I know it was me that put the list of tasks/challenges together and that there are more difficult ones that have yet to be selected - I am enjoying this and liking being an obedient chastity sub :-)
Schweinehund
Wednesday 12 March 2014
Sat's Lottery orders (8/3/14)
This Saturdays Lottery Thunderball was 12 - so my orders are to spend the day wearing a kilt.. and with the bonus ball being 05 that means I get to choose any day before the next draw (Weds)
So, this morning I chose the Royal Stewart 16oz wool kilt with a rubber jock underneath and wore that to work, changing into my work uniform on arrival instead. Was as usual pretty dead at 6am so apart from the security guard, don't think anyone else saw me.. no-one commented anyway. Was quite busy as I left at 3pm though.. didn't hang around, but wondering if anyone will say anything to me tomorrow.
My flatmate has seen me in both my kilts a few times so was no great surprise to him to see me in it, though don't think he realised that had worn it to work. Nipped to the local shop just outside the tower block I live in about an hour after getting home, could see the guy who served me have a good look but he didn't say anything.. same with a woman who was leaving my block as I went back in - just having a good stare.
Have had a bit of a 'thing' for highland dress ever since was a kid.. and bought my first kilt (the one I wore today) off ebay last year. Although have worn it around the flat a number of times only worn it out in public once - to the Dr Who 50th anniversary convention in London last Nov. I think some of the Asian guys down there though it a bit odd judging from some of the looks I got but the only people to actually say anything (all women) were all positive about it. So, given how amazingly comfortable I find a kilt is to wear and how today has gone, am wondering if could get away with wearing a kilt out and about in Manchester more often?
So, this morning I chose the Royal Stewart 16oz wool kilt with a rubber jock underneath and wore that to work, changing into my work uniform on arrival instead. Was as usual pretty dead at 6am so apart from the security guard, don't think anyone else saw me.. no-one commented anyway. Was quite busy as I left at 3pm though.. didn't hang around, but wondering if anyone will say anything to me tomorrow.
My flatmate has seen me in both my kilts a few times so was no great surprise to him to see me in it, though don't think he realised that had worn it to work. Nipped to the local shop just outside the tower block I live in about an hour after getting home, could see the guy who served me have a good look but he didn't say anything.. same with a woman who was leaving my block as I went back in - just having a good stare.
Have had a bit of a 'thing' for highland dress ever since was a kid.. and bought my first kilt (the one I wore today) off ebay last year. Although have worn it around the flat a number of times only worn it out in public once - to the Dr Who 50th anniversary convention in London last Nov. I think some of the Asian guys down there though it a bit odd judging from some of the looks I got but the only people to actually say anything (all women) were all positive about it. So, given how amazingly comfortable I find a kilt is to wear and how today has gone, am wondering if could get away with wearing a kilt out and about in Manchester more often?
Saturday 8 March 2014
Lottery Orders Report - 2nd task (Wed 5/3/14)
The order selected by the Weds National Lottery draw was to - Wear a nappy until it leaks, starting when you get up.
I can now confirm my SUCCESS in completing this order.
Didn't have any difficulty in doing this one.. have worn an adult nappy often enough to be able to 'trickle' pee thereby reducing the risk of premature leakage. Put on a Tena Slip Maxi disposable nappy under my work trousers on getting up shortly after 5am this morning and only took it off shortly after 5:30 pm when it couldn't hold anymore.
Got a little self conscious this afternoon with the increasing bulk under my trousers but as wear an apron over my work uniform, its unlikely anyone would notice even if they were looking for it. Did start to get a bit uncomfortable by mid afternoon though as the extra weight and bulk started pressing on the tube of my CB causing it to rub the base of my cock and cut in a little. Have checked over myself down there as best as I can while locked and cant see any broken skin or anything.
So, one task failed and one completed successfully.. the next order is due in a little over an hour..
I can now confirm my SUCCESS in completing this order.
Didn't have any difficulty in doing this one.. have worn an adult nappy often enough to be able to 'trickle' pee thereby reducing the risk of premature leakage. Put on a Tena Slip Maxi disposable nappy under my work trousers on getting up shortly after 5am this morning and only took it off shortly after 5:30 pm when it couldn't hold anymore.
Got a little self conscious this afternoon with the increasing bulk under my trousers but as wear an apron over my work uniform, its unlikely anyone would notice even if they were looking for it. Did start to get a bit uncomfortable by mid afternoon though as the extra weight and bulk started pressing on the tube of my CB causing it to rub the base of my cock and cut in a little. Have checked over myself down there as best as I can while locked and cant see any broken skin or anything.
So, one task failed and one completed successfully.. the next order is due in a little over an hour..
Thursday 6 March 2014
Lottery Orders Report - 1st task (Sat 1/3/14)
My first Lottery Orders, as selected by the draw on Sat 1st March - to be carried out on the following Weds (5/3/14) were to piss myself in public.
I hereby report that I FAILED to complete this task on the specified day. (And so incur a penalty of an extra week added to my total time locked)
The order itself was simple enough, if a little embarrassing.. and did not envisage any problems in completing the task. However, I had a dental op under sedation on Tues leaving my mouth rather swollen and sore the following day. So, under pressure from my flatmate to stay in and rest, I did not leave the flat at all that day and so did not get to complete the task as ordered.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Lottery Orders - Weds 5/3/14
Wednesdays Thunderball was 12, so my orders are to - wear a nappy until it leaks, starting from when I get up.
The Bonus Ball was 30, so that means I have to complete this order on Saturday (8/3/14)
And report my success/failure on this blog within 24hrs (by 7pm Sun)
The full list of tasks and rules can be found here:- http://wiki.mortice.org/index.php/Schweinehund
I hereby report that I FAILED to complete this task on the specified day. (And so incur a penalty of an extra week added to my total time locked)
The order itself was simple enough, if a little embarrassing.. and did not envisage any problems in completing the task. However, I had a dental op under sedation on Tues leaving my mouth rather swollen and sore the following day. So, under pressure from my flatmate to stay in and rest, I did not leave the flat at all that day and so did not get to complete the task as ordered.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Lottery Orders - Weds 5/3/14
Wednesdays Thunderball was 12, so my orders are to - wear a nappy until it leaks, starting from when I get up.
The Bonus Ball was 30, so that means I have to complete this order on Saturday (8/3/14)
And report my success/failure on this blog within 24hrs (by 7pm Sun)
The full list of tasks and rules can be found here:- http://wiki.mortice.org/index.php/Schweinehund
Sunday 2 March 2014
Lottery generated orders.. 1st task
Having now finally locked up and posted the keys off, am now required to obey/complete orders from a pre-arranged list of tasks, selected at random by the 'Thunderball' National Lottery result each Saturday and Wednesday..
Yesterdays (Saturday) Thunderball was 13 - Piss yourself (if bonus ball is odd do so in public)
The bonus ball was 45 - the first digit (4) meaning that the task has to be completed on Wednesday.. plus being an add number means that the task has to be done in public rather than privately.
So, my orders are to piss myself, in public, at some point next Weds. Failure to successfully complete this order on Weds and log my success or failure on this blog within 24hrs of the said tasks nominated day will result in a penalty of an extra week being added to my lock-up!
So as you can see - I really need to obey these orders and complete all tasks set to gain my release..
Yesterdays (Saturday) Thunderball was 13 - Piss yourself (if bonus ball is odd do so in public)
The bonus ball was 45 - the first digit (4) meaning that the task has to be completed on Wednesday.. plus being an add number means that the task has to be done in public rather than privately.
So, my orders are to piss myself, in public, at some point next Weds. Failure to successfully complete this order on Weds and log my success or failure on this blog within 24hrs of the said tasks nominated day will result in a penalty of an extra week being added to my lock-up!
So as you can see - I really need to obey these orders and complete all tasks set to gain my release..
The 'game' begins...
So...
Posted the first key to 'Mortice' .. the guy who's gonna be my Key Holder for however long it turns out I'm going to be locked for about 10 days ago.. and finally got the email had been waiting for at noon yesterday (Sat 1st March), informing me that he now had that key and so could proceed with locking up my cock proper and get the remaining key in the post to him.
I took the opportunity of taking what will be my final wank for a while first - at his suggestion.. before cleaning myself up thoroughly and securing my cock into the CB and locking it up. The remaining key I immediately put into the waiting envelope and put in the post to Mortice at 6pm yesterday.
So that's it.. the 'game' begins! My cock is now securely locked away - with both keys either held by, or on the way to Mortice. Have no way to remove the belt or even touch my cock, let alone cum.. and all without any idea of when will be released or when I will get to cum again! :-)
Somehow.. all of a sudden.. everything seems 'right' with the world again...
Posted the first key to 'Mortice' .. the guy who's gonna be my Key Holder for however long it turns out I'm going to be locked for about 10 days ago.. and finally got the email had been waiting for at noon yesterday (Sat 1st March), informing me that he now had that key and so could proceed with locking up my cock proper and get the remaining key in the post to him.
I took the opportunity of taking what will be my final wank for a while first - at his suggestion.. before cleaning myself up thoroughly and securing my cock into the CB and locking it up. The remaining key I immediately put into the waiting envelope and put in the post to Mortice at 6pm yesterday.
So that's it.. the 'game' begins! My cock is now securely locked away - with both keys either held by, or on the way to Mortice. Have no way to remove the belt or even touch my cock, let alone cum.. and all without any idea of when will be released or when I will get to cum again! :-)
Somehow.. all of a sudden.. everything seems 'right' with the world again...
Monday 17 February 2014
ello..
ello...
I am Schweinehund.. a gay sub guy, living and working in Manchester UK and have set up this blog to talk about/document my experiences of my latest impending stint in chastity.
The basic premise is that I will lock my cock away in a Chastity Steel CS-500 chastity belt and post the keys to a guy running a Key Holding service, who will use a number of random elements, including rolling dice, tossing a coin and the results of the UK National Lottery to determine the length of time I am to spend locked and unable to cum. This process will result in a term being selected of not less than 41 days.. a probability average of 2 and a half months, but no actual maximum. I will not know how long the selected term is or be given any indication of how long I have left to go.
During this time I will be set two tasks or challenges per week to complete, selected at random from a pre-arranged list by the UK lottery Thunderball each Wednesday and Saturday. The first digit of the bonus ball of each draw will determine which day this task is to be completed on. Failure to successfully complete and log on this blog the selected task or challenge on the nominated day will result in a penalty of 7 days being added to time I have to remain locked.
Additionally, I can 'earn' benefits and gain an earlier release by being butt plugged and/or wearing rubber.. that time going towards reducing the total time left to be locked.
But.. I also incur penalties, through no fault of my own, with time being added for each hour the Key Holder spends wearing rubber and/or butt plugged and/or locked in his CB!
So... the basic plan is now set with only a few minor details left to be sorted.. :-)
Schweinehund
I am Schweinehund.. a gay sub guy, living and working in Manchester UK and have set up this blog to talk about/document my experiences of my latest impending stint in chastity.
The basic premise is that I will lock my cock away in a Chastity Steel CS-500 chastity belt and post the keys to a guy running a Key Holding service, who will use a number of random elements, including rolling dice, tossing a coin and the results of the UK National Lottery to determine the length of time I am to spend locked and unable to cum. This process will result in a term being selected of not less than 41 days.. a probability average of 2 and a half months, but no actual maximum. I will not know how long the selected term is or be given any indication of how long I have left to go.
During this time I will be set two tasks or challenges per week to complete, selected at random from a pre-arranged list by the UK lottery Thunderball each Wednesday and Saturday. The first digit of the bonus ball of each draw will determine which day this task is to be completed on. Failure to successfully complete and log on this blog the selected task or challenge on the nominated day will result in a penalty of 7 days being added to time I have to remain locked.
Additionally, I can 'earn' benefits and gain an earlier release by being butt plugged and/or wearing rubber.. that time going towards reducing the total time left to be locked.
But.. I also incur penalties, through no fault of my own, with time being added for each hour the Key Holder spends wearing rubber and/or butt plugged and/or locked in his CB!
So... the basic plan is now set with only a few minor details left to be sorted.. :-)
Schweinehund
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)