Sunday 30 March 2014

Sat's Lottery Orders (29/3/14)

Yesterdays Thunderball was 11, so my orders are - 'Take an outdoor selfie in rubber and post online'
The bonus ball being 29 means this order has to be completed Monday

Saturday 29 March 2014

Weds Lottery Orders (26/3/14)

Back from the gym - think might be a bit sore tomorrow!

Can report this task as a SUCCESS.

Went to the gym straight from work this time to avoid peak time and it was indeed quieter today - tho the suddenly warmer weather probably make a difference too.  There were 4 people in the changing room as I changed out of my work clothes into me trakkie bottoms and a t-shirt, using the same locker as last week.

Was more relaxed about it than last week and probably changed quicker.. anyway, no-one seemed to take any notice and made my way to the work-out area without incident.  Did see one of the guys who was laughing at me last week and wile he did smile at me, we didn't speak.  The member of gym staff who spoke to me last week did tho.. asking if was still in the... don't think he knew what word to use.  Said that I was and would be for some time yet.. and chatted for a few minutes about the chastity arrangement and then carried on with my work-out. 

A bit later I saw him chatting to one of his colleagues and got the impression from the way they were looking that they were probably talking about me.. that made me feel a little self-conscious and tried to ignore them as best as I could.  Continued with no further distractions before heading back to the changing room.

The changing room was busier than when arrived and noticed 2 guys looking at me as I was changing.. nothing was said but made me rather uneasy so didn't hang around and left sharpish.

So, less eventful than last week thankfully

Thursday 27 March 2014

Weds Lottery Orders (26/3/14)

Weds lottery Thunderball was 8 .. the same as last Weds - 'Go to the gym, change in full view of anyone there, and back again after workout'

The bonus ball was 05 meaning that I can choose which day I want to do the task.

Doing this last week was eventful.. as I can choose when I go this time think I might find a slightly quieter time to go..

Bonus activity - Weds 26/3/14

Went to work Weds morning wearing (is that the right word?) my larger version of my fav buttplug.  Having mentioned the rubbing I get with it in after 2-3 hours when the lube dries out I followed Mortice's suggestion and took some to work with me - adding extra lube twice throughout the day. By doing that managed to keep the plug in all day at work.. a full 10hrs (5:30am - 3:30pm) which is considerable progress.. so well pleased with that!

Less pleased with the rubbing around my arse-hole today though.  Is a little sore a little to the left of my hole.. think have a spot brewing rather than it rubbing the skin raw.  So, did not plug up today and probably won't tomorrow unless it feels better in the morning.

That should be an extra 10hrs benefit time earned.

Sat's lottery orders (22/3/14)

Last Saturdays Thunderball was 14 - 'Sleep in a sleepsack'
The bonus ball was 40 meaning that had to complete that order Weds (last night)

Hmm.. always knew this was a risky task as not actually used the sleep sack since got it 18 months ago. Although I share a flat, asking my flatmate to zip me/strap me up in it is not something I'm completely comfortable with so tried to rig up a way of zipping it up myself.

Used a bit of string fed through the zip pull with a loop on the other end to put over the bed knob - this still left one of the five leather straps, the one across my chest, undone but thought that would be ok and still reasonably secure in it.  But didn't really work.. could only pull the zip up about half of the way remaining, with it then unzipping itself further if I moved at all.  If could of kept the canvas taut then probably could of got the zip fully closed, but just couldn't get it to close that last 5-6 inches.

Did try sleeping like that for about an hour and a half.. but by then I decided I wasn't going to sleep like that and with it being a work day I needed to. So, reluctantly I unzipped.. with a bit of fiddling, and got out of it and in to bed properly.  Disappointed as it was still quite horny being in it, though not as horny as the rubber sleep sack I slept in once.  Think if it had not been a work day I might have persevered longer.. or asked my flatmate - but as have to be up at 5am it's not fair to ask him really.

So.. have to record this order as a FAIL.


Monday 24 March 2014

'Bonus' buttplugging activity

Managed to get in another 3hrs buttplugged on Saturday..

And on Sunday I wore my MEO hollow metal anal stretching plug to work.. it has a thicker stem than the average buttplug so it holds my anus open an inch and a half, though this makes it more prone to slipping out.  Managed to keep it up me all day in work, my hole stretched that little bit extra throughout :-)

It did start popping out the last hour in work.. but managed the hole day in work before removing it - a record for holding that particular plug in I think. 

So.. 3hrs Saturday and 9hrs Sunday 'bonus' time earned.

Weds lottery orders (19/3/14)

This posting is now 2 days late.. so expecting some form of penalty for that.

Can declare this lottery order as SUCCESSFULLY completed.. if not fully compliant with its reporting.

As said on Sat, was both excited and nervous about doing this order - go to the gym and change in full view of everyone.  Am a little self conscious bout how weedy (and white) my body is.. one of the reasons for working out, so to expose myself wearing a chastity belt, even briefly, is a little scary for me. Wile at the same time the humiliation of doing just that is a huge turn-on!  And on top of all that is the growing desire, that's beginning to develop into a 'need', to fully embrace what I am in reality and 'go public' with it.

As I thought, going at peak time the gym was quite busy, with about a dozen people in the changing room when I arrived.  Altho open plan, I usually use one of the lockers in one of the 2 alcove areas off the main walk through area, but with my orders in mind picked a locker in the centre of the walk through area and in full view of everyone. 

Changed my t-shirt first, then removed my shoes and took my jeans off, exposing the rubber jock and my bare arse.  Then took the jock off before pulling a pair of trakkie bottoms out of my bag.. turned round and quickly clocked that about half were looking at me and the now fully visible metal chastity belt front on.  Trying hard NOT to catch anyone's eye, sorta gathered that a few were like 'WTF??' .. a group of 3 lads to my left were laughing and pointing at me wile a few others were pretending not to look like.  Did my best to act casual and pulled my trakkie bottoms on and up over the CB before turning back to put my bag away in the locker.. then, still avoiding eye contact with anyone, headed for the gym area. 

My heart was racing, esp at being laughed at by 3 of the guys and think I went a bit red.. hoped they were changing to leave, but no, saw them come into the work-out area a minute or two after me.  Anyway, did my best to ignore them but could see they were looking at me and saying things to each other.  Did the reps on the chest press, then moved on to the shoulder presses.. caught the eye of a guy waiting to use one of the machines I was on who then asked me "is that thing for real?"  I replied that if he meant the CB I was in then yes it was. Went on to say that no, hadn't been coming here or working out long and he gave me a little advice on using the machine I was on and stood over me checking I was doing it right until I had finished on that particular machine. 

Went over to the free weights area in front of the large mirrors and started there.. a few minutes later he came over and started chatting to me again, mixing 'gym talk' with questions bout my locking and explained the basic lock-up arrangement to him. He left me to it when I went onto the rowing machine but could see him talking to 2 of the 3 guys who laughed at me in the changing room earlier.

By this point I was almost done with just the leg presses to go.. as headed towards that heard the guy I had been speaking to (now stood with all 3 that had laughed at me plus another guy)  shout over "Oi, chastity boy.. show my mate here"  I almost died.. pretty sure I went bright red.. and tried to shrug it off with a smile.  Just stood there for a moment, looking at him not knowing what to say or do.  Finally managed to utter a 'what?' to which he said "do as your told slave boy.. pull ya pants down" Feeling extremely embarrassed I did as I was told - aware that everyone was now looking at me and what was going on.. just pulling the front on my trakkie bottoms down enough to expose the metal tube. And just stood there as the guy pulled my bottoms down to my knees exposing my bare arse and the belt in full... allowing him to tug at the tube wile they stood and laughed.  Am guessing I was stood there like that with my bottoms around my knees for about 30 seconds, but it felt much, much longer.  He eventually told me I could pull me pants up again to which I said 'thank you sir' and trying to pull myself together a bit, grinned back at them.

Asked him if I "could go now please sir?" .. to which he said I could, again calling me 'slave boy' .. hurtled back to the changing room, quickly changing back into the clothes I wore to the gym and made my way out.  Two of the guys shouted "Bye slave boy" as walked past the work-out area and one of the gym staff adding, "see you again soon.. slave boy"

As soon as got back out into the daylight I sat down and had a ciggy.. doing my best to calm myself down a little but with my heart still racing.  Then walked home.. with a real buzz.  It was very embarrassing, and a little scary at one or two points but I am so glad I did it.  Sure it was humiliating, but then that was the point... and I do find that such a turn-on.  But its much more than that - it's the start of being open and honest about what I am and what I'm into.  I'm obviously nervous about it, but its a (big) step towards saying, not just in private but in public too... this is what I am - I am a chaste sub/slave boi and that's not something I should be ashamed of or have to hide.





Friday 21 March 2014

Bonus activity Thurs/Fri

Managed 3 hours buttplugged with my large plug in work Thurs morning.. (5:30 - 8:30am)

And another 4 hours, again in work, this morning.. (5:30 - 9:30am)

Btw.. My larger buttplug is starting to get a little easier to get in, still a definite stretch to get that last half an inch or so in/up me, and still feeling very 'full' with it in.  But unlike a week ago, once got that last bit in, my hole now relaxes around it (without the pain) and am beginning to get used to.. and enjoy that extra full feeling. Have noticed tho that unlike my smaller buttplug that am used to wearing, I can't fart with the large one in - once inserted it completely seals my arsehole!  Kinda like that even tho it does make it much harder to wear for longer periods  ;-)

So.. 7hrs 'bonus' earned and to be deducted of my total time locked - just about still on target for the 18hrs I wanted to claw back this week.. might even see if can do another hour or two this eve after the gym...

Weds Lottery orders (19/3/14)

At last.. a different task!  This draws Thunderball came up '8' - Go to the gym, change in full view of anyone in there and back again after working out.

The bonus ball was 26 - with the first digit '2' meaning the order has to be completed on Friday.

Looking forward to this one.. not least because its something different. Probably wouldn't of chosen to do it on a Friday if had the chance tho as gather that's one of the busier days, and am a little nervous of what some of the guys in there could say .. but hell, a bit of public humiliation is exactly the point of this task!

So, having had almost 2 days to think bout it like.. think the best thing to do is to be bold and upfront bout it if anyone says or asks bout why I'm in a chastity belt - after all, I am a chastity sub and my cock is locked!  All is as it should be in that sense. So gonna try and take the attitude that this task is an opportunity to confront my embarrassment and 'normalize' my chaste, and indeed 'sub' status.

Well, that's the plan anyway!   lol
Gonna finish me brew and get myself off to the gym v shortly..  (Virgin Active, Printworks,  Manchester)

Sat's Lottery Orders (15/3/14)

Not too much to say about this one.. did much the same as last week - wore the same heavy weight wool kilt as last week, putting it on as soon as got up and changed into my work clothes in there. 

On leaving work I changed back into it and kept it on for the remainder of the day.  Got a few odd looks wile out walking the dog.. and got rained on so was a little damp for the rest of the evening.  Went over to a mate's who lives 1 street away for dinner that eve and was stopped by a couple of kids on the way over, asking me why I was wearing a 'skirt' lol

So.. again think this can be counted as a SUCCESS

Sunday 16 March 2014

Bonus activity - Sun 16/3/14

After a failed attempt last week during which managed to strain myself a little.. finally managed to get my large buttplug up me this morning .. going to work with my arse stuffed full.

Kept it in for 3hrs.. until my morning break by which time it was starting to get a little uncomfortable.  Was tempted to keep going a bit longer but gonna try and aim to get in 18hrs worth of 'bonus' buttplug wear this week to negate the penalty time that Mortice clocked up for me last week.. so with that in mind decided not to risk it and hopefully will be able to do similar tomorrow.

Sat's lottery orders (15/3/14)

Yesterdays Thunderball draw selected ball number 12 again - 4th time in a row!  Whats the odds on that happening I wonder..
So.. as last week, I am to spend a day in a kilt.. and with the bonus ball being 08, I again get to choose which day before the next draw to do the task..

Saturday 15 March 2014

Weds lottery orders (12/3/14)

Wednesdays Thunderball draw came up '12' again - 3rd time in a row!  So, is a repeat of last Saturdays task - wear a nappy until it leaks, starting when get up.

Just to vary things a little.. and add a bit of an 'edge' to it, decided to wear a cotton nappy rather than a disposable this time.  Cotton/terry nappies do not draw the liquid away from the skin like a disposable does, nor do they hold as much.. so as well as feeling wetter throughout the day, there's also the added risk that it could leak wile still in work!

Like last week, I put on the nappy under my work clothes as soon as got up this morning.. adding a pair of 'baby print' plastic pants over the top of it to stop it leaking thru to me work trousers.  The nappy itself has Velcro tabs to close it, but being a bit smaller in size than the disposables it did not fit as well over me CB.  So, set off for work this morning, a little nervous as was not entirely confident how well the nappy would hold me piss.  And indeed, I dribbled down my leg a little each time I wet myself today.. which, wile nervous about, I admit did give me an extra buzz of excitement each time!  Spoze part of me gets turned on at the thought of the humiliation at being exposed  ;-)

In the end all went well.. no-one noticed and removed the leaking nappy shortly after getting home from work this afternoon.  Been horny as hell all day today tho and purposefully not washed since, instead just slipped me heavy rubber shorts on.. hopefully trapping the remainder of my piss between my skin and the rubber - there's just something SO horny about the smell of warm, piss soaked rubber!

So.. am logging todays task as a SUCCESS - that's both orders completed successfully this week so unless Mortice has been up to anything today, just have an extra 18hrs penalty time for his activities on Thurs to be added to my lock-up time this week.

I'm finding this fun.. and VERY horny!  And wile I know it was me that put the list of tasks/challenges together and that there are more difficult ones that have yet to be selected - I am enjoying this and liking being an obedient chastity sub  :-)

Schweinehund

Wednesday 12 March 2014

Sat's Lottery orders (8/3/14)

This Saturdays Lottery Thunderball was 12 - so my orders are to spend the day wearing a kilt.. and with the bonus ball being 05 that means I get to choose any day before the next draw (Weds)

So, this morning I chose the Royal Stewart 16oz wool kilt with a rubber jock underneath and wore that to work, changing into my work uniform on arrival instead.  Was as usual pretty dead at 6am so apart from the security guard, don't think anyone else saw me.. no-one commented anyway.  Was quite busy as I left at 3pm though.. didn't hang around, but wondering if anyone will say anything to me tomorrow.

My flatmate has seen me in both my kilts a few times so was no great surprise to him to see me in it, though don't think he realised that had worn it to work.  Nipped to the local shop just outside the tower block I live in about an hour after getting home, could see the guy who served me have a good look but he didn't say anything.. same with a woman who was leaving my block as I went back in - just having a good stare.

Have had a bit of a 'thing' for highland dress ever since was a kid.. and bought my first kilt (the one I wore today) off ebay last year.  Although have worn it around the flat a number of times only worn it out in public once - to the Dr Who 50th anniversary convention in London last Nov.  I think some of the Asian guys down there though it a bit odd judging from some of the looks I got but the only people to actually say anything (all women) were all positive about it.  So, given how amazingly comfortable I find a kilt is to wear and how today has gone, am wondering if could get away with wearing a kilt out and about in Manchester more often?

Saturday 8 March 2014

Lottery Orders Report - 2nd task (Wed 5/3/14)

The order selected by the Weds National Lottery draw was to - Wear a nappy until it leaks, starting when you get up.

I can now confirm my SUCCESS in completing this order.

Didn't have any difficulty in doing this one.. have worn an adult nappy often enough to be able to 'trickle' pee thereby reducing the risk of premature leakage. Put on a Tena Slip Maxi disposable nappy under my work trousers on getting up shortly after 5am this morning and only took it off shortly after 5:30 pm when it couldn't hold anymore.

Got a little self conscious this afternoon with the increasing bulk under my trousers but as wear an apron over my work uniform, its unlikely anyone would notice even if they were looking for it. Did start to get a bit uncomfortable by mid afternoon though as the extra weight and bulk started pressing on the tube of my CB causing it to rub the base of my cock and cut in a little. Have checked over myself down there as best as I can while locked and cant see any broken skin or anything.

So, one task failed and one completed successfully.. the next order is due in a little over an hour..

Thursday 6 March 2014

Lottery Orders Report - 1st task (Sat 1/3/14)

My first Lottery Orders, as selected by the draw on Sat 1st March - to be carried out on the following Weds (5/3/14) were to piss myself in public.

I hereby report that I FAILED to complete this task on the specified day. (And so incur a penalty of an extra week added to my total time locked)


The order itself was simple enough, if a little embarrassing.. and did not envisage any problems in completing the task.  However, I had a dental op under sedation on Tues leaving my mouth rather swollen and sore the following day.  So, under pressure from my flatmate to stay in and rest, I did not leave the flat at all that day and so did not get to complete the task as ordered. 

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Lottery Orders - Weds 5/3/14

Wednesdays Thunderball was 12, so my orders are to - wear a nappy until it leaks, starting from when I get up.
The Bonus Ball was 30, so that means I have to complete this order on Saturday (8/3/14)
And report my success/failure on this blog within 24hrs (by 7pm Sun)

The full list of tasks and rules can be found here:- http://wiki.mortice.org/index.php/Schweinehund


Sunday 2 March 2014

Lottery generated orders.. 1st task

Having now finally locked up and posted the keys off, am now required to obey/complete orders from a pre-arranged list of tasks, selected at random by the 'Thunderball' National Lottery result each Saturday and Wednesday..

Yesterdays (Saturday) Thunderball was 13 - Piss yourself (if bonus ball is odd do so in public)

The bonus ball was 45 - the first digit (4) meaning that the task has to be completed on Wednesday.. plus being an add number means that the task has to be done in public rather than privately.

So, my orders are to piss myself, in public, at some point next Weds.  Failure to successfully complete this order on Weds and log my success or failure on this blog within 24hrs of the said tasks nominated day will result in a penalty of an extra week being added to my lock-up!

So as you can see - I really need to obey these orders and complete all tasks set to gain my release..

The 'game' begins...

So...

Posted the first key to 'Mortice' .. the guy who's gonna be my Key Holder for however long it turns out I'm going to be locked for about 10 days ago.. and finally got the email had been waiting for at noon yesterday (Sat 1st March), informing me that he now had that key and so could proceed with locking up my cock proper and get the remaining key in the post to him.

I took the opportunity of taking what will be my final wank for a while first - at his suggestion.. before cleaning myself up thoroughly and securing my cock into the CB and locking it up.  The remaining key I immediately put into the waiting envelope and put in the post to Mortice at 6pm yesterday.

So that's it.. the 'game' begins!  My cock is now securely locked away - with both keys either held by, or on the way to Mortice.  Have no way to remove the belt or even touch my cock, let alone cum.. and all without any idea of when will be released or when I will get to cum again!  :-)

Somehow.. all of a sudden.. everything seems 'right' with the world again...