This posting is now 2 days late.. so expecting some form of penalty for that.
Can declare this lottery order as SUCCESSFULLY completed.. if not fully compliant with its reporting.
As said on Sat, was both excited and nervous about doing this order - go to the gym and change in full view of everyone. Am a little self conscious bout how weedy (and white) my body is.. one of the reasons for working out, so to expose myself wearing a chastity belt, even briefly, is a little scary for me. Wile at the same time the humiliation of doing just that is a huge turn-on! And on top of all that is the growing desire, that's beginning to develop into a 'need', to fully embrace what I am in reality and 'go public' with it.
As I thought, going at peak time the gym was quite busy, with about a dozen people in the changing room when I arrived. Altho open plan, I usually use one of the lockers in one of the 2 alcove areas off the main walk through area, but with my orders in mind picked a locker in the centre of the walk through area and in full view of everyone.
Changed my t-shirt first, then removed my shoes and took my jeans off, exposing the rubber jock and my bare arse. Then took the jock off before pulling a pair of trakkie bottoms out of my bag.. turned round and quickly clocked that about half were looking at me and the now fully visible metal chastity belt front on. Trying hard NOT to catch anyone's eye, sorta gathered that a few were like 'WTF??' .. a group of 3 lads to my left were laughing and pointing at me wile a few others were pretending not to look like. Did my best to act casual and pulled my trakkie bottoms on and up over the CB before turning back to put my bag away in the locker.. then, still avoiding eye contact with anyone, headed for the gym area.
My heart was racing, esp at being laughed at by 3 of the guys and think I went a bit red.. hoped they were changing to leave, but no, saw them come into the work-out area a minute or two after me. Anyway, did my best to ignore them but could see they were looking at me and saying things to each other. Did the reps on the chest press, then moved on to the shoulder presses.. caught the eye of a guy waiting to use one of the machines I was on who then asked me "is that thing for real?" I replied that if he meant the CB I was in then yes it was. Went on to say that no, hadn't been coming here or working out long and he gave me a little advice on using the machine I was on and stood over me checking I was doing it right until I had finished on that particular machine.
Went over to the free weights area in front of the large mirrors and started there.. a few minutes later he came over and started chatting to me again, mixing 'gym talk' with questions bout my locking and explained the basic lock-up arrangement to him. He left me to it when I went onto the rowing machine but could see him talking to 2 of the 3 guys who laughed at me in the changing room earlier.
By this point I was almost done with just the leg presses to go.. as headed towards that heard the guy I had been speaking to (now stood with all 3 that had laughed at me plus another guy) shout over "Oi, chastity boy.. show my mate here" I almost died.. pretty sure I went bright red.. and tried to shrug it off with a smile. Just stood there for a moment, looking at him not knowing what to say or do. Finally managed to utter a 'what?' to which he said "do as your told slave boy.. pull ya pants down" Feeling extremely embarrassed I did as I was told - aware that everyone was now looking at me and what was going on.. just pulling the front on my trakkie bottoms down enough to expose the metal tube. And just stood there as the guy pulled my bottoms down to my knees exposing my bare arse and the belt in full... allowing him to tug at the tube wile they stood and laughed. Am guessing I was stood there like that with my bottoms around my knees for about 30 seconds, but it felt much, much longer. He eventually told me I could pull me pants up again to which I said 'thank you sir' and trying to pull myself together a bit, grinned back at them.
Asked him if I "could go now please sir?" .. to which he said I could, again calling me 'slave boy' .. hurtled back to the changing room, quickly changing back into the clothes I wore to the gym and made my way out. Two of the guys shouted "Bye slave boy" as walked past the work-out area and one of the gym staff adding, "see you again soon.. slave boy"
As soon as got back out into the daylight I sat down and had a ciggy.. doing my best to calm myself down a little but with my heart still racing. Then walked home.. with a real buzz. It was very embarrassing, and a little scary at one or two points but I am so glad I did it. Sure it was humiliating, but then that was the point... and I do find that such a turn-on. But its much more than that - it's the start of being open and honest about what I am and what I'm into. I'm obviously nervous about it, but its a (big) step towards saying, not just in private but in public too... this is what I am - I am a chaste sub/slave boi and that's not something I should be ashamed of or have to hide.
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